Dreams

What is a dream? Well a dream by definition is A series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep, A cherished aspiration, ambition, or ideal, or An unrealistic or self-deluding fantasy. To me a dream is so much more than that. Dreams can keep you going when you feel there is no reason to continue. Its the fire inside that continues to burn.

Well I have dreams, big dreams. I want to move to New York. Damnit one day I am going to. I do not care what it takes! I just want to make a difference in this world and find my passion and purpose. I would love to work at some huge PR firm, hell thats what I got my degree for. But I also want to be a star.

If you know me, you know I love to make people laugh and I can act out all the time. Being the center of attention has always been a hobby of mine (kidding). But I do I want to be famous. I want people to know me and who I am. I want to affect the lives of those around me. I do not care if its one person or a million people.

I was watching Oprah's last episode today (until the last 5 minutes were interupted by the weather man....hey that tornado never came!). I feel like she was really talking to me. Now let it be known Oprah is on a completely different level than everyone. She's Oprah, need I say more?

"Nobody but you is responsible for your life. You are responsible for your life. What is your life? What is all life? What is every flower, every rock, every tree? Energy. And you're responsible for the energy you create for yourself, and you're responsible for the energy that you bring to others"

She also talked about passion. It could be anything from training dogs to being a big time tv host.

I know mine has something to do with helping people. I have always said, since I can remember, when I die, I want people to remember me and think... wow you know Kelly did a lot while she was here and she has inspired me and now I want to live my life the way God has planned for me.

So from here on out... whether I have to work as a waitress or cashier... I am going to do whatever it takes to get my ass to new york and live my dreams.

oh yeah... I would also really enjoy meeting Lady Gaga one day. I think she is the shit!!!